This weekend proved several things to me… the most important being that I need to discuss what it means for me to be a Tarot Reader. I don’t need to explain what it means to read Tarot, but I need to explain what reading Tarot does to me. It is one thing that I rarely ever discuss, but today - we’re gonna BLOG about it.
On a regular basis, many people in my personal life are very disappointed in me. They think I ignore them. They think I am too busy for them, and a bunch of other things that are simply not true. You see, after hours and hours of reading for people, there is very little of ME left for me. So after a full day of readings, I am so drained that I can’t do anything other than my best to recharge. So, I go to the Prayer Room and try to recover. This leaves very little time for anything else; especially, when you add all of my personal responsibilities, family, housecleaning, bills, and running my business entirely by myself. In short, I often stay a heartbeat away from exhaustion.
Reading the Tarot, as an Empath Intuitive means that I not only read cards about your life, I also feel your life. It's like this, Clairvoyant Psychics see your life, and Clairaudient Psychics hear pieces of your life. As an Empath, I FEEL your life. This means that every sad thing that comes up in your reading is immediately felt through my body and mind, as if I lived it. Needless to say, it is very taxing on my mental and emotional self. Imagine going through 2 divorces, multiple depressive states, and the loss of a loved one - all in the span of 6 hours…. it ain’t easy.
As someone who cares deeply for their clients, I do my very best to pull them out of their heartbreaking circumstances. This often requires great care and counseling, which takes even more from me. Beyond that, I make myself available to my clients 24/7. At any time my clients need me, I am there. Basically, my job isn’t physically demanding, my job is psychically and emotionally demanding. But let me makes this clear… I love what I do, but it DOES take its toll. Not a complaint, just the nature of my business.
So, if you are waiting to hear back from me, don’t think I have forgotten you. Also, don’t think that I believe I am too good or too busy to talk to you. It simply means that I am doing my best to be the best and that takes A LOT! I do return emails, texts, and messages pretty quickly. But let’s face it, that’s hardly the way to have a fulfilling friendship with someone. I understand that and believe me, I am doing my best to get stronger and to handle more. Until then, please be patient with me. I still love you and I’ll be a better son, husband, and friend before you know it.
All My Love,