On the regular, I read the Tarot for many of you and give guidance. Whether the guidance is about better health, ending risky behaviors, or believing in yourself, it is guidance given to you to make your life better. And I urge you, every 6 weeks in readings, to make these changes. Yet, in my own life, I fail to take my own advice. And that is something that we need to BLOG about.
The Tarot is an amazing tool. It can see all aspects of your life and clearly indicate opportunities for change. If you utilize it's information, it can transform your life. Or, like many people do, you can ignore it and get more of everything that you don't want.
A logical person would think that the Tarot Reader would be the very first to take the advice given. WRONG. I struggle just like everyone else. Many Tarot Readers and Psychics I have met also live in the same struggle. But that doesn't change the fact that I push each of you to make these changes. I push you as hard as I can. So, what does that say about me? I don't often take my own advice. And what does that mean? I am a Hypocrite.
Why do I push you harder than I push my self? I have no real answers, but I have given it a lot of real thought. The best I can come up with is that I value each of you, immensely. I see your potential and I want it to manifest for you more than I care about my own. Like an over-protective parent, I love you so much that I want the best for you... as fast as possible. Is that so bad? No, not really... if it is kept in balance with love for my self.
Why don't I take my own advice? I have no answers that don't or can't be categorized as, "excuses." So, the best I can do is be real and honest. I have no will power. None. I have no real understanding of delayed gratification. But mostly, I am over-stimulated with constant technology and distractions. Every time I hear the voice of wisdom telling me to make a better choice for myself, I grab my phone or another distraction. Clearly, I'd rather be distracted than do the uncomfortable work of changing.
Does it stop at that? Or have I become comfortable living in my lower behaviors and life-states? Possibly, but that is no justification to continue,
From today on, I am going to start taking my own advice. I am going to further walk the talk. More than that, I am going to utilize the great knowledge given to me by the Tarot to make positive changes in MY life. I am going to have the courage to do the uncomfortable work of changing. I am going to show many of you that there is life beyond the comfortable confines of the lower life-states to which we have bound ourselves. Strike that, I am going to show that to my self. Because it starts with me.
If you ever want to help anyone, you have to help your self first. You have to clean your own house before you tackle someone else's closets. So, watch-out! I'm about to roll up my sleeves and do some serious work. Get ready.